Day 59 - 9/10/20 - Ashes Fall Down

I’m not to be trusted
no I don’t know understand
the place that I’m at today
can’t seem to be the one who can

I’m gonna suffocate
clouds no longer bring the rain
what’s out matches what was in
i never seemed to even learn
my lesson

but bring it on I’m game
never stop
even though I keep breaking
come kill me
and do your worst
i’mma do my best to keep the path
at all cost
in a box
no light
wasn’t the plan
but here I am
fuckit I’ll push till my last stand


red clouds
over head now
quick burn
where you gonna turn
smokescreen
in and out i mean
take cover
it’s a place
like no other


I’ve got no other place
edge of my mind headcase
all by my self I go and erase
all I had to show
please stay don’t go
i don’t even know
where I’m at
in the moment
it’s a hill I’ve gone
never to come back
it’s a moment of attack
i never let go of the picture that
i used to show
if you gonna stay with me
are you gonna burn at this tree
let it fall down
ashes spray out of the ground
we never going back to the place
before this all happened

red clouds
over head now
quick burn
where you gonna turn
smokescreen
in and out i mean
take cover
it’s a place
like no other